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I want so much more than this
how do I feel right now?
I don’t really know I got to say.
When I lose people in my life I turn to spirituality. I don’t really even know what that means to me, but whatever it is, I guess it gives me hope to continue through the changes. Change is scary. And for things to change there needs to be a fall apart. My fall apart just happens to be with my friends. Rumors, frustration, lies, gossip, and all I want to do is run away from it. Here is the destruction. This is the fall apart. And it needs to happen in order for me to start anew. I just recently read this in a book. It said that when you manifest change in your life and want change it is natural for everything around you to fall to ruins. This is because the energy needed to create the new things must be taken from the old things (since energy is not created or destroyed)The key is to rise above it and see it as the transformation into the new.
Don’t get me wrong. This has been a rough month. And people are leaving me, and I am leaving as well. Skewed perceptions. Misunderstandings. I know what I want and I am ready for it to come to fruition. I have decided to rise above it. I will graduate with a smile. And I will be grateful for the 4 years of struggle and beauty that have propelled me towards my dream.
People are afraid to pursue their most important dreams
because they feel that they don’t deserve them.
Paulo Coelho (via shaktilover)
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my bff
3 days ago - 
2
2“you leave such a mess but you’re so fun”
4 days ago - 1
1 I don’t know how much more I can take of these people.
You have no idea what I have put myself through this year. no idea whatsoever. and even though I am graduating in a few days I am still having 3 lessons a week and practicing every day. You probably spend your afternoons at home watching tv shows and movies. I spent memorial day weekend at a competition instead of at prom, new york, or the shore. I’m not trying to receive pity but I am seeking understanding. Why must it always be what I am doing wrong all the time. I do this or I do that. Well I’m sorry but do you even know what I’ve been preoccupied with…. oh thats right I forgot that you dont care.
yes. I may be stuck in my head, but realize that I might not be the only one.
GET ME THE FUCK OUTTA HERE.
this is called healthy expression of my deep anger
BLECKING BITCH
5 days ago - 1
1
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